Sunday, July 29, 2007
the honeymoon is over
one should not be in one's parents house for more than three weeks at a time. maybe its that i'm just plain tired, i've felt hollowed out for days, and i miss micah, but despite all my resolutions to patience, my witts just ended. threw the keys on the ground, stormed off, and cried some tears. as if i were six years old. i don't know whether that should disturb or be reassuring.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
reading mark and cate's blog is making me homesick. though i guess i am home. you know what i mean. i'm too home. its like i have two homes. two but really none till soon. soon i have to start again. though again is never the same.
so lately i've been doing all that clean up stuff. all that shit i usually hate. cept this time. this time it had gotten so bad it felt good to throw all my shit on the floor and pick it up again. cept by the time i've done it i've mussed it up again. i'm going to learn to get organized if its the last thing i do, though probably it will be. i'm not going to be able to get a job as a mediocrily paid glorified secretary unless i lie about organizing tasks.
so cleaning has proven to be a goldmine of laughs. one of particular enjoyment has been christmas lists. i found this one, in big, capital letters, three inches wide and taped together five pages long.
1. DOMINO RALLY
2. BIBLE COVER (Already at 8 I was good at sucking up)
3. POOCH PATROL
4. HEAD SETS
5. CREATIV AMAGENER (creative spelling)
6. HODINI MAGIC SET
7. SCAMPS
8. GO GO MY WALKING PUP
9. STUDS
10. YOYO CAT
11. T.V.
12. NINTENDO
13. SIHN LANGWAG BOOK
14. BEATRIX POTER EVARYTHING (Harry Potter?)
15. HARD COVER NASINAL GEOGRAFY BOOKS
16. MICRO LIGHT
17. LITTLE MERMAID SOUND TREK
18. PANTS (My favorite)
19. SKI HAT
20. SKIES
21. TURTLE NECK
22. RINGS
23. STUFFED ANIMALS
24. PLASTIC ANIMAL FIGIRES
25. M (I guess at this point I gave up, realizing I was probably only going to get pants)
so lately i've been doing all that clean up stuff. all that shit i usually hate. cept this time. this time it had gotten so bad it felt good to throw all my shit on the floor and pick it up again. cept by the time i've done it i've mussed it up again. i'm going to learn to get organized if its the last thing i do, though probably it will be. i'm not going to be able to get a job as a mediocrily paid glorified secretary unless i lie about organizing tasks.
so cleaning has proven to be a goldmine of laughs. one of particular enjoyment has been christmas lists. i found this one, in big, capital letters, three inches wide and taped together five pages long.
1. DOMINO RALLY
2. BIBLE COVER (Already at 8 I was good at sucking up)
3. POOCH PATROL
4. HEAD SETS
5. CREATIV AMAGENER (creative spelling)
6. HODINI MAGIC SET
7. SCAMPS
8. GO GO MY WALKING PUP
9. STUDS
10. YOYO CAT
11. T.V.
12. NINTENDO
13. SIHN LANGWAG BOOK
14. BEATRIX POTER EVARYTHING (Harry Potter?)
15. HARD COVER NASINAL GEOGRAFY BOOKS
16. MICRO LIGHT
17. LITTLE MERMAID SOUND TREK
18. PANTS (My favorite)
19. SKI HAT
20. SKIES
21. TURTLE NECK
22. RINGS
23. STUFFED ANIMALS
24. PLASTIC ANIMAL FIGIRES
25. M (I guess at this point I gave up, realizing I was probably only going to get pants)
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