the honeymoon is over

one should not be in one's parents house for more than three weeks at a time. maybe its that i'm just plain tired, i've felt hollowed out for days, and i miss micah, but despite all my resolutions to patience, my witts just ended. threw the keys on the ground, stormed off, and cried some tears. as if i were six years old. i don't know whether that should disturb or be reassuring.